To start everything, I really didn`t like this summer. Everything is just so, depressing. Ruined all my eppifanies and shizzz-s. I don`t know where to start…
I went to Malolos Bulacan on May 1. Uhm. I don`t know what to say. Everytime it`s our first day seeing each other, we both get shy. =)) Then when I went to their house, everything was fine already. :) We talked to each other, kulitan and asaran. Haha. Yes. :> Then few days later, I was sick. Damn. Those days were like hell. It was the second day of mi ill days and when I woke up, I saw him there almost beside me, sleeping. Then my cousin and her friend said that he was there for like, 30 minutes already. He was making me bantay. Then I took a picture of him sleeping. HAHA. Then few days later, I was sent to this clinic to get a dengue blood test. I thought I had, but I didn`t. So, thank you God. :D
AND THEN.
The day came. We fought. Because of water. I know. Stupid, roight? =)))) Then after that fight we became very very awkward with each other.. I wasn`t expecting this, but it did happen. Then it was my birthday. He did go to our house (actually my cousin`s house) but did nothing at all. It was obvious he was bored, lol. Then, my cousin even forced him to greet me. He did greet me. But, we did talk. :) Then he left kaagad. Few days later, we were close but not like before. Stupid fight.
THEN. May 19. This. This picture below.
My cousin was part of the Flores de Mayo in Malolos. Her name was Reyna de las Flores. As you can see, she is the one in the pink gown. Looks alot like Barbie Fairytopia, right? =)) Anies, her partner was him, Duke. Yeah. When I first saw him, uhm. I didn`t know how to react actually.. Because of this event, our relationship was like before, but one level lower. I was so simple that day and it made me laugh. :))) But, I think, he liked it that way. We even had a picture together. Like 6 times? Here`s one. :)
Uhm. Yes. I am fatter, as you can see. Uhm. Yea. :))))))))))))))))))))))))
Then. After this event, we went swimming. He was so caring, I couldn`t stand it. So many things happened to us the past 5 years. But now, this 6th year, it just seems to be fading away. I don`t know what to do. I even told myself that, I`m giving up on him. Just treat him like a normal friend and all that. But something`s telling me to hold on. Why would I give up now if I holded on for 6 years? What was the reason? I guess his appellation to me is just a summer fling.
Chasing pavements. <//3
